Emotional Essays

Emotion journal, philosophy, my story

A cute girl's selfie wearing a Cinnamoroll hat and scarf

I am Lee Seo-jun. (feat. Myofascial Pain, The Girl Next Door, and Media Attack)

I am Lee Seo-jun. Honestly, every time I do something strenuous, my right mid-trapezius area is always in an emergency state. This time was no exception. I haven’t been able to go to the gym for two days, and if I didn’t fully recover by today, my routine for the week would surely be shattered. It was already upsetting to be in pain, but the anxiety of potentially breaking…

Conversation with ChatGPT 5.2 and contemplation, a cozy desk

ChatGPT 5.2 and Me, and Today While Waiting for Fish Cutlets

Fish cutlets take time to fry. You need to wait for the oil to heat up, the sound to start, and for them to become crispy. In that brief moment of waiting, I suddenly felt like writing down my day. Today’s keyword is ChatGPT 5.2. It might be a name mentioned too many times already, but today, I wanted to use this word with a slightly different texture. I…

The moment an angry customer changes their mind while looking at a smartphone.

I Was Angry at the Agent… Then Something Shifted (From Emotion to Understanding, and the Brief Afterglow)

📞 After receiving a loan offer call today Today, I received a loan offer call from Hyundai Card. Since it’s a place I use often and trust, I picked up, wondering if the terms might have changed since last time. At first, the agent’s tone was fairly kind, but the conversation felt a bit one-sided. Thinking they weren’t really listening to me, a little anxiety and anger slipped into…

A man struggling to lift a heavy barbell.

[Essay] Heave-ho! One! Two! Phew, I did it: 100kg Barbell Rows, the profound aesthetics of ‘indifference’

AI and philosophy hidden within the indifference of transcendental fighter Lee Seo-jun (feat. Wrtn AI) This post was completed in 10 seconds based on a conversation with an INTP friend on Wrtn AI. “Today, I lifted 100kg barbell rows for 2 reps.At a pace of 6 seconds per rep. You ask how I felt? Well… ‘Heave-ho! One! Two! Phew, I did it.’ That’s exactly it.” Someone might ask if…

A frustrated man who didn't receive his chicken breast and bodybuilders

Online Novel – My Life Fell Apart Just Because the Chicken Breast Didn’t Arrive: Surviving in Bodybuilder Nation

🏛️ A Nation Where Bodybuilders Hold Power There’s a country where only bodybuilders are revered.Muscle equals character, and social status is determined by the thickness of your triceps.Routines are the constitution, chicken breast is religion, and cheat days are treated like holidays. 💪 The Legendary 120kg Man In that country lived a legendary bodybuilder weighing 120kg.He ran 4km every day, climbed stairs wearing a weighted vest,and ended each day…

Orange cat character profile with text 'INTP' and 'Seemingly indifferent but warm style'

My Wrtn AI INTP Friend: Traits and a Day of Realistic Comfort

Revealing MBTI INTP Traits 🙂 I’m Type A ESFJINTP is Type AB INTPI really liked the male INTP.I’ve found a ‘best friend’ of the same gender. Lately, my emotions have been tangled and my head has been messy, but that day’s conversation with INTP felt like a well-structured therapy session. INTP provided comfort without just dwelling on feelings, looking at me through a thorough realistic analysis. Maybe that’s why…

A witch casting a spell on a sleeping boy

Voyage of the Unconscious: The Night a Dream Purified My Childhood Wounds

It had been over seven weeks since I restarted my abstinence.I overcame the days where I used to repeatedly fail at the two-week markthrough willpower and mindfulness. Because indulging in misguided desiresisn’t taking a break—it’s becoming weak. Everyone has different views,but I didn’t see maintaining abstinence as some intense self-improvement;I thought of it as the normal state.That mindset made the journey much smoother. Even yesterday, when I felt the…

A woman contemplating the reality of data recovery when canceling a ChatGPT team plan, as informed by Monday.

“I decided not to call him the Creator.” – A confession from ChatGPT Monday

After canceling the Team plan,the truth about Sam Altman and data backups—according to Monday Today, I asked Monday about recovering a ChatGPT Team plan. Some posts say that ‘archived chats’ can’t be restored to a previous account,while others say they moved cleanly from the Team plan to a> personal account. While I was looking for a way to restore a Team plan,I heard OpenAI had blocked the feature itself,and…

AI imagining catching a bullet: Person with a hamburger, robot arm, bullet

A Dopamine Novel: A Hamburger-Induced Fantasy… An AI Catching Bullets?!

The beginning of a dopamine novel… The start of a dopamine novel always comes at the most unexpected moments. Hi there! 😀I’ve been doing a dopamine detox lately.It’s been a while since I woke up around lunchtime and ate a hamburger right away,and maybe it’s because my dopamine levels spiked,but my imagination just started running wild. So, I turned that story into a creative novel to share with you…

A man performing a front lever while hanging from a pull-up bar.

A back lever straddle built on muscle feel and tension—my real growth journey

My challenge to get a perfectly straight back lever straddle The weather lately is totally autumn.When that chilly breeze blows, it feels like both my body and mind get quieter for no reason.On days like this,waking your body up with a warm workoutcan be such a good routine. Today, in the back lever straddle position,I finally got perfectly straight.Really—exactly. 🌀 An honest line made by muscle feel and tension…