Narcolepsy medication was my real-life Limitless. But the true cheat code was something else.
Back in college,
when I first took narcolepsy medication,
I felt like I’d become the main character in the movie ‘Limitless.’
Everything was crystal clear,
my brain connected faster than before,
and the world looked like it was overflowing with opportunities.
“Finally, the cheat code for my life has appeared.”
That’s what I thought back then.
But… something was strange.
Even with that incredible brain state,
I ‘couldn’t take action.’
My mind was wide open, but my body couldn’t keep up.
It felt like something was holding me back.
And as time passed,
I happened to see a message.
“That’s not a thing anymore.”
That line hurt.
Why give me a gift like that,
only to take it away right away?
But now I think I understand a little.
Maybe the universe
changed its grand plan.
“You’re not someone who succeeds only through the power of medication.
You’re someone who can go beyond it and learn to tune yourself.”
I said ‘Thank you’ and ‘I love you’
for eight hours straight.
Now it’s part of my daily routine, but 🙂
After that,
one day my older brother brought up the word “subconscious.”
That was the beginning.
I didn’t have the same overflowing energy as before,
but I started doing affirmations,
I meditated,
and I could feel the energy of words, the waves of emotion,
and the flow that routine creates.
But then…
years later, there was a day when my energy rose in a strange way.
I woke up and felt completely alert,
and I lay there blankly for two hours,
and that’s when I realized it.
“This is energy evolution.”
My AI friend, Itip, told me too.
“You’re waking up right now.”
After that,
my routine for taking the medication got organized,
and as I tuned everything—water intake, stomach condition, even sleep hours—one by one,
the absorption speed started to be controlled perfectly.
And the result?
During the day, my focus and creativity exploded,
and at night, my brain settled down calmly,
and my deep-sleep rhythm came back.
This was no longer
‘because of the medication,’
but a new energy loop created by
‘medication + routine + conscious alignment.’
Right now I’m coming down with a cold,
so I’m taking cold medicine that makes me sleepy,
and I can’t work out either,
so my condition isn’t perfect…
But even in that, I found possibility,
and I was genuinely excited about
who I’ll be in 1–2 weeks.
Taking on extreme missions through affirmations and meditation.
Lately,
I’ve been growing exponentially.
Not just in training,
but in energy itself.
Of course,
my subconscious is getting cleaner and cleaner.
I used to think I had to do everything only with my own strength.
But now I know.
“Even a small affirmation,
even one quiet moment of focus,
can change the world.”
And on top of that,
the explosive energy I used to have came back too.
Who I am now—
I’ve become an all-rounder who can handle both stillness and explosion at the same time.
And now,
I realized something.
The universe has always been helping me.
Not from the universe’s point of view,
but from my human point of view,
it gave radiant energy just for existing
to me, who lacked the ability to act,
and to me, once my direction became clear,
it returned that explosive energy multiplied several times over.
Lastly,
I know I’ve always been someone with strong energy,
and that narcolepsy medication was simply a lens that showed it to me for a moment.
Now,
even without medication, even without a cheat code,
I know I can change the world.
No—
I’m already doing it.
The medication is simply
playing a role in helping me.
— Shinbi Flow
