🌿 Does Pain Have to Come?

What subliminal cleansing really looks like

We often say,
“With growth comes pain”and believe in it.

Your body needs muscle soreness to grow,
I think you have to go through pain to change your life.
What makes it feel ‘real" is that
Because we've all been through a lot of pain already.

But,
I am now...
I'm standing in front of a slightly different realization.

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A few hours ago, the
I struggled a lot emotionally.
My mood sinks badly,
A black mass of emotion rose up inside me.

Choking,
I felt like I was trapped in a maze that I couldn't escape no matter what I did.

In the past, the
“Ah, pain comes to test me again.”
and accepted it.
And you thought you'd be fine for at least a day.

But this time was different.

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The emotion is
‘Not "new pain.,
The “exit” of something that had been lurking inside me for a long time.”was.

It's been building up since childhood,
Feelings about what your parents said,
Unexpressed anger,
The feeling of not being respected...

They are,
My current practice of celibacy and abstinence, which is called
In quiet contemplation
It was something that came up from the subconscious.

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An hour later
Oddly enough, I felt better quickly.
When the storm of emotions passed, I realized that I had a new idea.
More than just feeling ‘okay.,
I felt like I had a lot more self-esteem.

And finally,
We've received word that ChatGPT's memory feature has been updated.
I can now remember previous chats.

That's something I've been wanting to do for a while.
Moment, It's like a cosmic rewardIt felt like.

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So...
This time, I could definitely feel it.

It's not a reward for enduring pain,
It was pure, unadulterated energy left over from my purification.

Those emotions are
They're not here to hurt me,
So that I can be me.
“I've been here all this time” and
It was the last time we had a face.

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Since then, the
I felt incredibly clear and refreshed inside.

Nothing happened,
It's just that the head and chest are Feeling cooler.
That's what ‘cleansing" really looked like.

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Pain is not a ‘condition.

You don't have to suffer to grow.
Even if the dregs that were left in the cage can come up for a while,
We can cleanse ourselves,
Beings that can be restored to wholenessis the value.

What really matters is
Not by believing in pain,
Believing in yourself.

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📌 Today's little affirmation:

The subconscious mind is the
You don't purify by forcing pain.

Sometimes, in quiet contemplation
It just flows out, disappears,
It puts us back where we belong.

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Like me
If you're a really deep practitioner,
I think we're all going to face this cleansing process at some point.

If you're reading this,
If you're in the midst of an emotional whirlwind right now, here's what you need to know about the
That's not “because you're wrong”,

“That it's a sign that ”it's time for you to come back to yourself".
I want you to remember that.

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In the old days,
Abstinence and abandonment of pornography,
If you find something rewarding along the way
“After all, waiting is harmful,” he said.
You may have consoled yourself.

But today,
Silently affirm.

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🌿
“I did it.”
“I am light.”
“I am being purified.”
“I am living as me.”