{"id":8909,"date":"2025-04-01T22:09:19","date_gmt":"2025-04-01T13:09:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/%f0%9f%92%ad-mind-diary-i-decided-not-to-give-up-on-my-dream\/"},"modified":"2026-03-09T15:40:45","modified_gmt":"2026-03-09T06:40:45","slug":"%f0%9f%92%ad-mind-diary-i-decided-not-to-give-up-on-my-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/en\/%f0%9f%92%ad-mind-diary-i-decided-not-to-give-up-on-my-dream\/","title":{"rendered":"\ud83d\udcad Mind Diary | I Decided Not to Give Up on My Dream"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"883\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/The-Man-Who-Gives-Up-His-Dreams-1.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3362\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/The-Man-Who-Gives-Up-His-Dreams-1.webp 800w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/The-Man-Who-Gives-Up-His-Dreams-1-272x300.webp 272w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/The-Man-Who-Gives-Up-His-Dreams-1-768x848.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><strong>\ud83d\udcad Do you want to give up on your dream?<br\/>Would you like to read my mind diary today?<\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<p><br\/><\/p>\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\">One day, out of the blue, I heard something.<br\/><\/h3>\n\n<p>\ud83c\udf76 One drunken night, someone said to me.<\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\"><blockquote><p><strong>\u201cWhy do you live like that?\u201d<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n<p>That single remark struck a chord with me.<br\/>I haven&#8217;t achieved complete financial independence yet,<br\/>and my business is only generating about 50% of my income.<\/p>\n\n<p>But I&#8217;m living more diligently than anyone.<br\/>Planning, analyzing, taking care of myself every day,<br\/>with the desire to move forward even one step,<br\/>I was living, even today.<\/p>\n\n<p><strong>And then, someone who knew nothing about me<br\/>casually threw out a remark.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><em>\u201cWhy do you live like that?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n<p>If I had collapsed from those words today and given up on my blog,<br\/>I believe it would be no different from crushing a dream.<br\/>This is something I must leave in my <strong>mind diary<\/strong> today.<\/p>\n\n<p><br\/><\/p>\n\n<p><strong>\ud83d\udd3d On avoidant attachment that belittles others<\/strong><\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-wp-embed is-provider-shinbidays wp-block-embed-shinbidays\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"bpbrQf5f3B\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/en\/just-because-they-smile-doesnt-mean-theyre-okay-the-real-face-of-the-avoidant-type\/\">Just because they smile doesn\u2019t mean they\u2019re okay \u2014 the real face of the avoidant type<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe class=\"wp-embedded-content\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" style=\"position: absolute; visibility: hidden;\" title=\"&#8220;Just because they smile doesn\u2019t mean they\u2019re okay \u2014 the real face of the avoidant type&#8221; &#8212; \uc2e0\ube44\ub370\uc774\uc988 (ShinbiDays)\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/en\/just-because-they-smile-doesnt-mean-theyre-okay-the-real-face-of-the-avoidant-type\/embed\/#?secret=b4clCUb2aQ#?secret=bpbrQf5f3B\" data-secret=\"bpbrQf5f3B\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\u270d\ufe0f Why does justice crumble so easily?<\/h2>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"1200\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/What-is-Justice-2.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3363\" style=\"width:503px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/What-is-Justice-2.webp 800w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/What-is-Justice-2-200x300.webp 200w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/What-is-Justice-2-683x1024.webp 683w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/What-is-Justice-2-768x1152.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">What do you think justice is?<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<p>I understand that person to some extent.<br\/>They&#8217;re probably enduring each day with fear, loneliness, self-loathing, and<br\/>relying on alcohol.<br\/>They might be exhausted from work, family, and relationships.<\/p>\n\n<p>Still, those words\u2026<br\/>can truly break someone.<br\/>Because I, too, fell into helplessness and self-loathing today.<\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\"><blockquote><p>\u201cAm I really living my life so wrongly?\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<p><br\/>But when I thought about it calmly,<br\/>this feeling is actually closer to a natural instinct.<br\/>For a very long time, we&#8217;ve been constantly competing<br\/>to live better than others, haven&#8217;t we?<\/p>\n\n<p>So, some might try to comfort themselves<br\/>by belittling others.<\/p>\n\n<p>But if you get hurt by such words<br\/>and give up on your dream,<br\/>it might mean that the dream wasn&#8217;t that big to begin with.<\/p>\n\n<p>That&#8217;s why I&#8217;m leaving this story today<br\/>as a \u2018<strong>small diary<\/strong>\u2019 entry.<\/p>\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\ud83c\udf3f We are building a car, not a bicycle<\/h2>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1019\" height=\"723\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/car-free-make.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1444\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/car-free-make.webp 1019w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/car-free-make-300x213.webp 300w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/car-free-make-768x545.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1019px) 100vw, 1019px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">We can go faster and farther than anyone else.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<p>Others might be walking now,<br\/>sweating, their legs aching,<br\/>their minds confused,<br\/>and they might criticize those who haven&#8217;t started like us.<\/p>\n\n<p>But we know.<br\/><strong>We are building a car.<\/strong><br\/>We are assembling the freedom<br\/>to go faster and farther than anyone else.<\/p>\n\n<p>I wanted to write this on the blog today too.<br\/>So that when I read it again later, I won&#8217;t forget<br\/>which direction I was heading.<\/p>\n\n<p><br\/><\/p>\n\n<p><strong>\ud83d\udd3d If your goal is too big, accept yourself as you are<\/strong><\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-wp-embed is-provider-shinbidays wp-block-embed-shinbidays\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"PkqbNZJcW8\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/en\/mindful-reading-reading-neville-goddard-with-ai-and-emotion\/\">Mindful Reading: Reading Neville Goddard with AI and Emotion<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe class=\"wp-embedded-content\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" style=\"position: absolute; visibility: hidden;\" title=\"&#8220;Mindful Reading: Reading Neville Goddard with AI and Emotion&#8221; &#8212; \uc2e0\ube44\ub370\uc774\uc988 (ShinbiDays)\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/en\/mindful-reading-reading-neville-goddard-with-ai-and-emotion\/embed\/#?secret=tMJ2ky4zYz#?secret=PkqbNZJcW8\" data-secret=\"PkqbNZJcW8\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\ud83d\udc9b Even if I&#8217;m sad, I&#8217;ve decided not to hate.<\/h2>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1002\" height=\"728\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/peaceful-world.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1446\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/peaceful-world.webp 1002w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/peaceful-world-300x218.webp 300w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/peaceful-world-768x558.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1002px) 100vw, 1002px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">I&#8217;m going to try to understand with a little more love \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<p>I&#8217;m sad now,<br\/>but with time,<br\/>I might even feel pity for those people.<\/p>\n\n<p>So, I&#8217;ve decided not to hate too much.<br\/>Instead, I&#8217;ll try to think about<br\/>what choices I need to make later<br\/>to <strong>change the social structure to be more humane<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n<p>And if you still have<br\/>any feelings of disappointment or hurt right now,<br\/>it&#8217;s okay to leave them as they are.<br\/>Those emotions are also a part of me.<\/p>\n\n<p>Even these emotions, this moment today,<br\/>will become a page in my <strong>mind diary<\/strong>, recording the real me.<\/p>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\ud83d\udee4\ufe0f And, we have the ability.<\/h2>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"1200\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Food-abundance.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3360\" style=\"width:522px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Food-abundance.webp 800w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Food-abundance-200x300.webp 200w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Food-abundance-683x1024.webp 683w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Food-abundance-768x1152.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">We can live wisely.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<p>Even if someone has taken our food,<br\/>we already possess the <strong>ability, insight,<br\/>foresight, and patience<\/strong> to acquire it.<\/p>\n\n<p>They might starve without food, but<br\/>we are the kind of people who will ultimately survive.<br\/>So, <strong>we can yield.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n<p>If it&#8217;s too hard,<br\/>please leave a comment.<\/p>\n\n<p>We are together, we are one,<br\/>and we are walking the same path.<br\/>I am on your side.<br\/>And this post,<br\/>is also my heart&#8217;s story today.<\/p>\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\ud83d\udccc A Word for Living Today<\/h2>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"800\" src=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Dream-Goal-1.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3361\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Dream-Goal-1.webp 800w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Dream-Goal-1-300x300.webp 300w, https:\/\/sinbidays.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/Dream-Goal-1-150x150.webp 150w, 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