Dream Diary

I had been abstinent again for over seven weeks now, and every time I'd hit the two-week mark, I'd get through the days of failure with willpower and awareness, because getting rid of unhealthy desires isn't about getting stronger, it's about getting weaker. It's different for everyone, but I felt that maintaining abstinence wasn't a strong personal development in itself, that it was a normal state of being.Yesterday, I felt like watching a female character, and I told myself that I wouldn't let myself be swayed by the stimulus anymore, so even if I watched it later, today I just wanted to focus on my senses. And when I went to sleep at night, I had unexpected and strange dreams...

🎮 Her in the game, a strange excitement Looking at the character in the game, I felt like she was my girlfriend in a strange way.Every expression, every gesture made my heart flutter and my emotions rush. However, my brain was filled with dopamine and I could definitely feel that I was attacked by dopamine. However, looking at the screenshots, I felt like I was shooting with my friend on a trip, and I could feel a connection with her. 💤 And for over two hours... a very deep dream Before starting the game, I took a nap, and I had a very long and deep dream that lasted over two hours. Even in the dream...