A letter to a loved one

Today is a day to honor the memory of a loved one, so I thought I'd write a heartfelt letter. There are days when I wake up in the morning and feel groggy and unable to wake up. I was getting ready to practice meditation, affirmations, and laughter, wondering how I could shake off the fatigue. Then I happened to look at my phone photo album and saw a picture of us playing. Maybe it's because I'm seeing you as you are now, and I was watching a lot of stimulating YouTube videos at the time, and I was on a dopamine high...I don't know why I was so sensitive...I was just seeing you as you are...